okay today wasnt so bad and yeah anti-ps to me okay its not nice shakes head shakes head oh oh and today i made catherine pissd yet again HAHA whee she was walao-ing me but today she was kinda siao lar walao-ing even natasha and yes except for main players. walao what a suck up lar blechs. and then after walao-ing people she didnt hit well herself so i was like ERRRR ? and like please evryone has emotions dont think you can vent it on people always okay cos its such a loser thing to do and sadly i dontkno why but maybe i stil think yur not a loser so prove it. whatever lar i dontkno whats her problem; dontkno dont care thankyou:) yeap enough of this shit lets move on to smthng else oh right kaiqiu was a bit better today but xiashou stil rocky awman awman -dont you dare think i dont wanna play okay and yes of course i wanna play well too but please im tryng so hard and i hate it when anyone screws and obviously i mostly screw and cause us defeatng points lost and i hate that the most so dont assume that you know how im feeling and that i dont wanna play you know no shit and please just shoo and back off practise what you preach and yes im referring to the way you play- i dont mind if you help me but i mind when you teach in a what-the-fvuk-are-you-doing-for-god's-sake-just-try-to-play-well manner like DUH I KNOW so just shut up and teach yurself how to be in the right attitude before you even THINK of "helpng" me.
okay today's post is full of emotions and yes one more thing. todyas such a fckdup sad day yeah dont ask me to lay off the vulgarities im sorry just bear with me in this post aye and yeah went to the hospital to visit dad. -jo, its stil the same. yeah and thers smthng i wanna tel you and its bout the decision. i haven made it yet and actually i dont even wanna think about it but yeah my mom told me smthng she said the doctors have made the decision and they said it wasnt our decision to make like WTF IT WAS YOU SHITASS DOCTORS WHO TOLD US TO MAKE THE FCKNG DECISION NOW YOU TELL ME THE DECISION IS MADE AND THAT IT WASNT A DECISION FOR US TO DECIDE ? YOU SHITFACE ASSES THIS IS SO WRONG PLEASE CHECK YOUR MEMORY FOR A WHILE THIS IS SO PISSNG ME OFF AND WHAT RIGHTS DO YOU EVEN FCKNG HAVE TO MAKE THAT SHITTY DECISION YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHTS SO DONT YOU DARE COME AND TEL ME "OH WE'VE MADE THE DECISION AND UH IT WASNT FOR YOU TO DECIDE" OKAY TMDTMD SCREW YOU ASSES WHO WERE THE ONES WHO ASKD US TO MAKE A DECISION AND LEFT ME AND MY FAMILY WITH SLEEPLESS NIGHTS WHO WERE THE ONES WHO MADE US WORRY ALL THESE WHILE THINKNG BOUT THIS STUPID FCKDUP MATTER WHO WERE THE ONES WHO MADE US CRY SO MUCH AND LEAVE ME WITH HEARNG MY MOM CRY AT NIGHT FROM HER ROOM IT WAS YOU GUYS, SHITHEELS DONT YOU EVER, EVER SAY THAT TO ME IN MY FACE I SWEAR I'LL JUST VENT MY FRUSTRATIONS AND ANGER IN YOR FACE NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO MAKE THAT DECISION AND WE'RE THE ONES WHO'RE GONNA DECIDE, SO SHUT UP AND BACK OFF, ASSHOLES. -